Lately I have been feeling so incredibly... unfinished. I am not sure if that is exactly the right wording, but I am at a loss. It almost feels like I am forgetting something.
I hate that looming feeling, of uncertain dread. But I am not forgetting anything. I feel like I woke up to a completely different life than what I had ever imagined or planned for myself. Not that this is a bad thing. I don't feel like my life has gone haywire, and that I have crashed and burned into a hot mess. But it just looks so different than what it was supposed to. With the new semester starting in just two days I feel like something definitely needs to change. A wake me up, a fresh beginning, something!
I just want to be excited again! I want to feel like I am driving my own destiny instead of just swept up in a current. I need some inspiration!
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